emoSarah says.....

marlasinger wrote:
/me bangs head against desktop

Sarah? I'm uh...starting to get worried...are you okay? Everything fine? I'd hate for the last thing you post to be a complaint about how clingy DB is being. I'd like you to be okay, and I'd like you to actually come back and check on us, and talk to us about this stuff.

Uh...yeah, hope everything's okay.

emoSarah replied:

Wed Jul 04, 2007 11:00 am

Thanks for your concern Marla. I appreciate your thoughtfulness. After posting my last blog I was faced the realities of this whole online diary thingy (whether it be written or video). Daniel, Bree, and Jonas have been doing this for such a long time and they've dealt really well strangers and friends seeing, hearing, or reading their emotions on a daily basis. For me, this is all still new. I've written in a journal for so long and I sort of get lost in my own emotions forgetting that I'm not locking my diary and putting it under my bed. It's a public journal for all of you to see. I realize that I have chosen to do that. I have chosen to spill my guts in public. But people need to remember that I'm human. I'm here in an unfamiliar house in a town I've never been to before... with so much going on in my friend's lives, the life I left at home, etc. Anyway, I was a bit jolted by some of the comments here and just needed some time to think about it. That's all. But I'm back now.

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emoSarah wrote:

Wed Jul 04, 2007 11:25 am

I agree on all points. Thanks

So what have I been up to? Daniel and I are here at the house... there's not much around here and we don't have a car lol. So, we just hang out here a lot. We walked to that lake last week. It must have been 5 miles away... my legs are still sore!

We both feel pretty helpless. Everyone thought Spencer would jump at the chance to help us... but who would want to get mixed up in all this? It is pretty crazy stuff and I understand where he's coming from. But without his help we're stumped. None of us (except Taylor) has a science background so we've gone as far as we can with Mr. Avery's journal. It's pretty frustrating!

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cittiecait wrote:
so whats been said between you and daniel since monday then ?

emoSarah replied:

Wed Jul 04, 2007 11:28 am

He hasn't been online much and hasn't read what I wrote. So things are pretty much the same...